What does it mean to be Christian?
I was discussing this with a friend earlier today and she said that she had read an article about what it actually means to be Christian. The article said something along the lines of yes, Jesus said to love each other, and that is the most important thing and to live awesome lives. But is that actually all? Further, the article spoke about the difference in the Christian is the giving up will to God. Knowing you are not in total control and that there is a higher purpose.
Pretty interesting, right? All this time, I thought being a Christian meant to be loving and understanding and living as awesome of a life as I can. And while that's definitely awesome and part of it, there is no denying that I also rely on God.
Being in this society, we often are proud and independent people. Which is actually so so awesome. And I am part of that strong, proud independent population. And I forget so many times that, actually, I am not alone in doing any of this. I wouldn't say I'm not in control, because I can always choose not to go the path God led my to (whether I know it or not, or it becomes clear later).
In class, we were paired up with one other person and one would lead and the other would follow. With their eyes closed. Leaving practically all control in the partner's hands. That exercise highlighted a lot about me. Mainly, and most notable: I hate letting go of control and trusting.
Luckily for me, God knows my faults such as that and has catered my journey to how I am dealing with it now. However, sooner or later, the control will be taken away, even if only for a short time. So, how will I handle it? Will I constantly want to open my eyes, just for a second, to get a hint of where I am? Or will I put all of my total trust in God, knowing He is there always, no matter what?
I have always tried seeing through the tiny slits of my squinty eyes. But maybe I fully close my eyes and trust Him. Rely on Him for the twists and turns, and even the straight paths in my life. To give and take with the relationship with God, just like any other relationship. To lean on God and give up my pride. Admit failure, questions, needs.
What would happen? What kind of Christian will I become?
Let's find out.
"For I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, 'Fear not, I am the one who helps you.'" --Isaiah 41:13
Woo!
Mary Taylor
I was discussing this with a friend earlier today and she said that she had read an article about what it actually means to be Christian. The article said something along the lines of yes, Jesus said to love each other, and that is the most important thing and to live awesome lives. But is that actually all? Further, the article spoke about the difference in the Christian is the giving up will to God. Knowing you are not in total control and that there is a higher purpose.
Pretty interesting, right? All this time, I thought being a Christian meant to be loving and understanding and living as awesome of a life as I can. And while that's definitely awesome and part of it, there is no denying that I also rely on God.
Being in this society, we often are proud and independent people. Which is actually so so awesome. And I am part of that strong, proud independent population. And I forget so many times that, actually, I am not alone in doing any of this. I wouldn't say I'm not in control, because I can always choose not to go the path God led my to (whether I know it or not, or it becomes clear later).
In class, we were paired up with one other person and one would lead and the other would follow. With their eyes closed. Leaving practically all control in the partner's hands. That exercise highlighted a lot about me. Mainly, and most notable: I hate letting go of control and trusting.
Luckily for me, God knows my faults such as that and has catered my journey to how I am dealing with it now. However, sooner or later, the control will be taken away, even if only for a short time. So, how will I handle it? Will I constantly want to open my eyes, just for a second, to get a hint of where I am? Or will I put all of my total trust in God, knowing He is there always, no matter what?
I have always tried seeing through the tiny slits of my squinty eyes. But maybe I fully close my eyes and trust Him. Rely on Him for the twists and turns, and even the straight paths in my life. To give and take with the relationship with God, just like any other relationship. To lean on God and give up my pride. Admit failure, questions, needs.
What would happen? What kind of Christian will I become?
Let's find out.
"For I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, 'Fear not, I am the one who helps you.'" --Isaiah 41:13
Woo!
Mary Taylor
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